August 22, 2009

It's Not Funny Anymore Again

phew! finally holidays are here... and dis is d 1st time in months i've updated my blog! well, u know la i've been SO BUSY wit badminton and skul stuff... and it can get boring sometimes when i wanted to update this blog coz i dun think i hav any interesting stories to tell.

well, i hav some story of myself... kinda lame coz dis had never happened in d whole effing story of my life.

1st of all, i have fallen in love wit my ex again... evrybody knows dat ordy.. yea.. actually i thought d feeling was dead and gone forever but, it came back alive during the 2nd exam hols(2nd week) where i was e-mailing her on yahoo... it's SO SUDDEN! i dunno wat happened but i think it was like magic.. but i thought to myself dat i shud keep it shut for the while..

eventually she knows it when i told her bout it after she got back from Ranau wit the koreans!...

however... situations start changing quite dramatically... seldom good, often bad.. get wat i mean? to be honest, although i think dat i can win her back, a lot of things that i took into measure makes evrything look like it's the other way round... wat's even worse is, people are interfering! i can't believe it..

there were also hypocritical people, in front of me they were like, "dun give up zack! i know u can win her again! and in her heart she feels it too!"... yea dat was SO SWEET of them to say... but i heard YOU PEOPLE say behind me is, "i dun think zack will win her heart, i dun think so coz i know so!"... 

well... wat was dat?? dun pretend like i dun know who u are, I DEFINITELY KNOW WHO YOU ARE. do u know i was never hyprocritical to u? i never tell u to give up on d guy u were chasing rite? well let me tell somethin to make u feel better.... HE NEVER WANTS YOU, FACE IT.

other than hyprocritical peeps, there's also brainwashing people who attempts to make me fail to win her heart.. wat are u people doing???? since when all of this become your business??? i ever kacau u ka??? sudah pun u and ur gang kasi main hati my brother, nearly broke my friendship wit jason and cause my break up wit her... APA LAGI KAMU MAU????!!! u wan to brainwash her so dat ur cousin at MRSM will have more time to win her too?? sy teda chance ka???? u all hurt me so much.. and now i have to stepback for awhile... HAPPY???! yea, u win dis time... for now u can eat up ur "trophy"... makan la kmu tu sampai kmu mati! one day i'll have d last laugh... and it'll be IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE!