Chapter 22: The Turning Points 2011

OMG... I just can't believe it. I know.. but it's so "all of a sudden kind of feeling" you know. I just can't believe that my SPM examination is finally OVER... plus.. my school life is also finally OVER, PERIOD. as a reality, I'm so surprised. I don't even know what to say..

and so.. my thoughts on my exam.. how was it? if you ask me.. well, here's a summary of it:

-out of the 10 subjects I take, my prediction is I'll get 8As 2Bs.. or 9As 1B. maybe I'll get Cs somewhere but I thought I did it alright

-the hardest subject for me during SPM was Sejarah and Chemistry.

-honestly, I did not feel any stress at all. I did feel some stress but very little compared to during normal school examinations and much more little stress than during PMR exams 2 years ago.

-because of SPM, I kinda don't have the Christmas feeling... I know it's kinda bad but at least right now I can feel it.. kinda xD

-everytime SPM draws nearer to the end, I thought of my classmates and my friends. I treasured them so much. but time has to move on... it's one of the turning points of our lives and we must be well prepared to face it. though we can still meet. YOU GUYS AND GIRLS ROCK

-I'm gonna miss school.. seriously.. it really suck for me to watch my school slowly goes far away from me when I entered my car and drove home everyday.

so.. that's all of my summary on SPM. and guess what? I'M SO DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oops.. hehe.. sorry, I said that already. I'm just so "excited"... just like a nuclear reaction. anyways... to all my form 5 friends... what are you going to do now???

well, since I'm the one blogging here, I might just as well... tell you my "scenario" or better, my "plan" for the coming season. it's not that much but at least I can let you guys get the better picture of what's to come in my life. but first, let me tell you that, there will be 2 possible life scenarios in my life of 2011 if EVERYTHING goes well. IF all goes well..

1st SCENARIO:

-I'll be going to PLKN first thing. there, I'll get my head shaved like nobody's business. hell, this sucks. ain't no way I'm liking this but what I really hoped for in this program is to get the fitness level I'm aiming for. currently I couldn't stand long badminton singles matches because of the lack of stamina after I stopped training this year.

-when I get back, this is where everybody and I will be taking of SPM results! oh, I'll be seeing you guys and girls again! I'm actually looking forward to this day even right now. I can expect difference in everybody during this time.. maybe a difference in hairstyles.. body structure (as in muscles or.. gettin HAWT xD).. or some will just be the same, like me! haha.

-after getting my results, this is when I decide to take a break for the whole year of 2011. taking a break not as in doing nothing or stay at home like a pig and have fun. but I'm taking life to a whole new level.. that is, to play badminton professionally! get what I mean? not as in become a national player like Lee Chong Wei.. but I want to live at least just a bit of my dreams. so, I'll be focusing on the badminton scene during this time period.. I'm planning to rejoin the AST badminton club but this time to the most elite group, where state players are born. though I will find it hard to fit in because most of them will look down on me, but with my talent and heart to work hard, I'll go far. my actual dream was to be like Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan.. playing badminton in the international scene has always been my dream and go big by winning tournaments and even.. the Olympic gold. but due to my parents disapprovement on the matter.. at least I get to just live part of it and I thank them so much for it. hope you guys and girls will support me although my chances are quite small. and during this period of time also, I'll be taking driving! I'll finally get a "P" and I can drive around freely.. for awhile.

-2011 passes.. I'll finally hang up my racket, and further my studies in Nirwana College in Kuala Lumpur in the January intake of 2012. I'll be taking up medical and might be going to KURSK in Russia or to India which will take up 5 years of my life time. then, I'll be taking my specialist course for another 3 years in Malaysia itself in Radiology.. where I will inherit my uncle's business in Klinik Kissey. come meet me sometimes if you have problems! or if you're... pregnant.. hehehehe xD

well, that's all of my 1st scenario of my life after SPM.. here's scenario 2

2nd SCENARIO:

-going to PLKN

-take SPM results

-go back to badminton, but this time for only awhile because I'll be preparing to go to Nirwana College in the September intakes.

-I'll finish my studies much more earlier than 1st scenario. and during this period, I'll be taking up driving and get my "P" license. now I can drive you guys around!

well.. that's all for the plans that I may be taking after I'm done with 2010. hope everything goes well. honestly, both plans work well on me but I prefer Scenario 1 better.

WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS? haha.. till the next post.. Zackie out~!