My Randomness!! Ep. 15: What My Blog Means

hey all.. Zackie here..

I love to blog you know.. I like telling stuffs to people.. even about my life..
well, I can blog anything else but blogging about my life is what my parents don't want me to do..
I know it's a bit dangerous, I mean telling about your life to others, especially when you're in love, working, or studying..
these things should be private..

I'm serious..

sometimes I blog too much about myself until.. it makes me feel like my life isn't a mystery to anyone anymore.. which SUCKS. I used to think that blogging is like writing a public diary that could get you famous whenever a few people start reading it.. and then more will come reading it and get into your life's story.

I mean.. look at me
what's so interesting about reading my life in this blog site?
I only have like.. 10 followers.. I even try to promote my blog in facebook!

hahahaha.. initially I thought of trying to get as many people as possible to read my blog and maybe I could be an internet hit! whose life is what everyone's been going through..

but now..

I don't think that's the case anymore..

now, I think that it's a good thing to keep the posts on my life here on blogger..
somehow, I think they serve a purpose here..

some of my older posts are childish and really have no meaning at all but some gives life lessons that I went through but you won't have to..

let's take one of my previous post as an example..
one such as My Randomness Episode 9.. which talks on people making promises..
I know a person once say that "a promise made is a promise kept"..

you know what? BULLSHIT...
the person that say this to me even said that "promises are meant to be broken"..
which side are you on anyway?
my life was f*cked because of your heartless promise which I had nothing to do with! though I don't blame you for not being sorry about it..
back to that topic.. I emphasize that people should not make promises that could affect others especially ones close to you.
the promise should only lead you and your one friend or closed group.

on Chapter 22 of my life,
I blogged about what would probably my life be after high school..
there, I was actually telling people to plan ahead..
it's your life, choose your pathway wisely..
if you lose your way, it's always good to seek guidance from parents and relatives..
right now I'm living the pathway of Scenario 1 for your information..

other than that, my previous posts on my love life..
there, there's something to learn about.. I'm telling guys to not give up..
you have to try.. maybe not just try but JUST DO IT!
though there will be many hardships like what I've been through..
but believe me, from those hardships, you might just be the guy that every girl wants..
I know, not every guy have to go through the hardships..
some are natural with women.. I've no problems with these guys..
but to guys who aren't having that "special magnet", you may be a rascal who knows little about women..
but I know, deep inside, every good guy is a gentleman, who tries every little thing to get things right with his woman.. it may be harsh, or rough, or annoying, but it's all narrowed down to one thing; LOVE..
well, I guess not many ever know about what happened to my love life.. let's just say that I was only considered "best friend" by my ex girlfriend for the whole time we've been together.. it hurts I know, but don't blame anybody on the matter.. I found a new love, she's far better and.. this may be the last time I'll ever blog about my love life..

because love life is supposed to be PRIVATE..

anyway.. I think I'm done for now..
I'm not doing this because I wanted more subscribers (followers) but I just want to tell everyone why my blog is here to stay despite the little views and boring posts..

Zackie out~..