"finally.. the Chapter ends here.
it has been a nice run for me.. to be able to blog about my life.
where most of my readers are my friends who liked it while most outsiders disliked it.
anyway, this is the final chapter, and I'm wrapping it up to work over my next blog Already Asian.
I M WHO I M will remain here for viewing but may not have any more posts (except for My Randomness!! episodes)."
okay let's begin :)
Calling Quits
as of May 2011, I'm finally calling quits to my badminton dreams but will remain playing as a casual player and play much lesser tournaments. I'll be taking a really long break while I prepare myself mentally for my studies which I will leave for KL by early 2012. it's not that I'm lazy at training, I did some long thinking and I came to realize that my responsibilities to the family is much more important than my own dreams. I know I can still play badminton at any time at college/uni as so that I will not waste my talent. due to this event, I lost all my fitness and some of my consistency in stroke play.. making me more "vulnerable" while playing matches. surprisingly, it feels nice to lose to my cousins and uncles once or twice after being "almost unbeatable" in the family. being entitled "the top gun of the Kisseys" by my uncle will remain in me as it is the burning spirit to every match I play though my cousin Mavard will most likely overtake me. honestly, I'm not saying that I'm a very pro player, I'm happy with my level of play though I'm not the likes of the state players who has achieved a lot to make Sabah proud. may badminton in Sabah continue to grow and produce world-beating players in the future.
While Waiting
well, I'm out of badminton, and I'm seriously not getting a job. I only "plant grapes" now (menganggur)! only enjoying everyday which I call holidays. the only things I'm doing now is doing house chores, watch tv, play video games (most of the time), and play badminton with family every Tuesday and Saturday. other than that,
I'm just a potato couch but I'm seriously not getting any fatter as my weight remains at 61kgs. huh! what an incredible feat LOL. but I'm getting bored day by day.. unless I get new copies of video games. somehow, I wondered how my brother was able to survive a whole year of "planting grapes" before furthering his studies?! guess that's one thing my bro is good at; waiting. this is actually my current life after I quit badminton. mostly the same thing everyday.. I spend most of my time at home.. I even get a comment by someone, "get a life" he says. thanks, but seriously I do have a life, I'm ALIVE if that's what you mean. my mum and dad are the ones who keep me company all the time. even if I want to go out, most of my friends are already away to further their studies.. well, I wish them ALL THE BEST!
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| "the only things I'm doing now is doing house chores, watch tv, play video games, etc." |
I'm just a potato couch but I'm seriously not getting any fatter as my weight remains at 61kgs. huh! what an incredible feat LOL. but I'm getting bored day by day.. unless I get new copies of video games. somehow, I wondered how my brother was able to survive a whole year of "planting grapes" before furthering his studies?! guess that's one thing my bro is good at; waiting. this is actually my current life after I quit badminton. mostly the same thing everyday.. I spend most of my time at home.. I even get a comment by someone, "get a life" he says. thanks, but seriously I do have a life, I'm ALIVE if that's what you mean. my mum and dad are the ones who keep me company all the time. even if I want to go out, most of my friends are already away to further their studies.. well, I wish them ALL THE BEST!
My Gain, Your Loss
about the self complications that I've faced for the past 6 months, it has finally come to an end. somehow, my prayers have been answered so I have to say BIG thanks to
Almighty God. before that, it seems like I'll suffer longer than usual but thanks to some simple spontaneous act, I benefited from it. though it comes with a cost, which is that I resulted in making some enemies with good people. but that's just a significant risk and I certainly didn't lose anything. instead, I gained something. I may have gone over the line that night, but still, no regrets.
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| "I may have gone over the line that night" |
Almighty God. before that, it seems like I'll suffer longer than usual but thanks to some simple spontaneous act, I benefited from it. though it comes with a cost, which is that I resulted in making some enemies with good people. but that's just a significant risk and I certainly didn't lose anything. instead, I gained something. I may have gone over the line that night, but still, no regrets.
well, ain't that great? haha! slowly, things are starting to get better.
and I'm feeling so much newer.
though I'm still me, I've still got lots to learn from life..
I've to meet new people, while maintaining friends..
the chapter ends here, but it's still a long way to go!
see you on my next BLOG!
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| just for fun :) |
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